Walking around aimlessly

I wonder what has happened to me

All my hopes, dreams, my life with the only one I love, they are all gone.

Pondering over the past, thinking what could have been said, what could have been done, wondering if you where the special someone.

Tears leak from my eyes

Burning the skin, sting the lips

Leaving bloody trails one cannot hide.

Retreating into my soul

Locking up emotions deep inside

The World cannot see me Cry, for if they did they would know I am living a lie.

By Matthew GG Bush

28-APR-2007

Gas prices

Is it just me or are all Americans complete brain washed by the media.  A head line I read the other day said “ Fear of Iran’s nuclear progress keeps price of crude oil high” to the end trained eye people will read this headline and be oh that is why it cost me $100 to fill my tank up, but if you have been reading anything on oil prices and believe you me I have, you would know that all this big oil companies got together with there refiners and said hey it looks like we are not going to be needing as much gas and heating fuel as we thought because the country economy is dying down, so instead of running your machines at full bore lets have you run them at 50% or less because we want prices to stay high because we are getting rich off of stupid people.  Let me tell you again because I know some people are slow…. There is no shortage of oil or gas.  The refiners have been told not to use the oil they have coming in to make as much gas so the prices can stay high… The propaganda machine or the New Media in the United States keeps putting out this reports on how many barrels of oil we have then the next day or a day later BAM 10,000 barrels are gone and we don’t have as much as we thought.  If this is true and we believe the propaganda machine then you would think that with these numbers changing everyday that the United States Government would send somebody to school who can count properly.  Over the Easter weekend despite the release of the 15 British soldiers and a drop in the price of crude oil gas prices went up… That’s strange don’t you think.. The fallowing Monday and Tuesday, Oil prices continue to drop but gas price continue to rise.  Wednesday through Friday gas prices don’t gain no more then 1 full dollar and gas prices remain high,  The important thing to note here that the current price of a barrel of oil is less then what it was when the British soldiers where captive yet Gas prices are higher now then they where when they where captured.  Gas prices in my area have jumped more then 20 cents since the release of the Britain’s.  Now that I have informed you on what is going on maybe we can do something about the gas stations that are gouging us.  Did you ever notice that prices go up with the stock market says it changes yet in most cases the gas station has not received a new shipment of gas yet?  Some gas stations change there prices 3 times a day and yet they bought it at the same price why doesn’t the government make a law where they cannot rise the price until the new trucks come and put gas in there tanks?  This is just my thought because im pissed off that im getting fucked multiple times when I go to the pump, Once by the oil companies, once by my government, once by the stock market, and once by the owners of the gas stations, and to top it all off now postage is going up and the cost of food is going up because of shipping charges due to the price of gas.