Sometimes it feels like I'm taking Crazy Pills.

Have been slipping in and out of depression

Found that keeping it to myself is better then letting my emotions spill

I'm not happy.

Thinking back on my life there is only a short period of time when I was happy.

Before my dreams came crashing down.

Before I was Scorned.

A little self mutilation kept me from ending this very life.

I look at it as a time of weakness but yet strangely enough it was also a time when I found inner strength.

Funny how that works out sometimes

I'm on the road to recover from a little natural pill in a bottle.

It will help me keep in check and maybe just maybe

I will find happiness one more time.

MGB.