Everyday Life Flashes before our Eyes

Everyday we die a little inside.

Everyday begins with a gasp of putrid air.

Everyday ends with pain and despair.

We do our best to live this life, we feel lucky we survived the night.

We start this cycle again and again, waiting for that time when it finally ends.

Hopefully we have done everything we dreamed, before we take that eternal sleep.

Written By,   Matthew Bush

October 29, 2007

It has been over 4 years since the darkness crept in. Destroying my Mind, Body, and Soul. I have dug and fought my way out of the deep dark hole, but even now when my body is safe from total self destruction my mind still wanders and most of the time isn’t at home.  To think of the power women have over a man, It only took 3 to destroy me, 2 to ignore me, and yes a few have tried to save me, one is even dating me but yet my emotional being is shattered.  My heart is out of order and the love that once filled it full has been drained from my very soul. Emotional scared I remain, until something lifts this darkness from my brain.