So I have made a Realization that I am slightly paranoid.

I just don’t trust people anymore at all.

This Realization happened after my girlfriend lied to me about quiting smoking.

She told me she quit and I believed her… Then I caught her but didn’t tell her.

Then we got into a small accident and she smoked right in front of me I was gonna let it slide as a heat of the moment thing..but after awhile she fired up another one and then told me it was the 1^st time she had smoked since she moved In with me and that was another lie since I seen her smoking before.  So the other night she wanted me to call her cousin to make sure she can find her way back to our place, and my Girlfriend had my phone last so I went to her coat and felt what I thought was my Razer and it ended up being a pack of Smokes,

Now to some this isn’t a big deal… But in my Paranoid mind if she can lie right to my face about not smoking what else is she lying about? That is the way my mind works. Now im questioning everything since all trust has been lost with a stupid little lie.